I hear you. I just don't think you will find someone ready to part with one. Maybe someone will spot one for you.
There has been the alternative Tanaka Wrasse that I've seen come available this month. They're a cool pygmy wrasse too. I lost mine last year not sure what happened.
2 weeks ago I bought one off liveaquaria and it died before the acclimation period was over. Payed $115 they offered me $75 refund!!!
Not doing that again